The M(ale) Ego: He Him Himself

  The nation is definitely becoming more modern and "western". But is your thinking too?

Half the gen Z will probably say a yes, naively overconfident of themeselves to avoid everything calling them backminded. Of course we hate a comparison with our parents. Hence for the sake of speaking, yes genz has a fresh mind and perspective.

But the subconscious mind, I highly doubt has gone even a percent of transformation and modernization. 

This all became evident to me when I entered college. Well it took a year to unviel it and finally accept the fact that it's still relevant. 

I will call him 'He' with a capital H else well i dont know maybe I may hurt his ego without referring him. 

He came, He listened, He learned, He replaced and He conquered.

The scenario is a play in its making. A play orginally MY idea (well I deserve some capital letter respect too). Man, the time I spent reading and reading and presenting it pretty during those boring days. I received a good support from them for the first time. While He was someone who took it lightly and eho I used to ignore and ignore becuase why waste your time on faltu peeps right. 

Well I was amazed with him even thinking about becoming a director. I mean really? How? Why?

But anyways I had mine script perfect and pretty so yeah that's what I am going to do. Focus on myself. If people are dumb they will vote for another stupid naive girl's script. Well I don't really care. What is dance? What is raja rani? I mean are we in school to enact such things out?

Anyways I was selected and then I cried sicne I had to choose someone afrer all. I was like ok I will take him, both of us are blunt. But well someone is always there alaays to make me overthink. I mean aur option he kya tha? Well that's what this society has been doing ever since. Curbing my thoughts and my abilities. MAKING ME HANDICAPPED. 

I was nervous and hence I ask stupid questions. He exploited this trait of mine. So badly that now maybe I am actually handicapped in my speech now. 

Well I am no less. Let Him be the extra he wants. After all He is putting in more dominance as well as time in the play. So let it be. I will be silent dormant director.

Now what does that make the rest of my team feel? Well, for starters that He speaks more. Well, they find me approachable. Well, I am.in the positives after all. So what if I didn't get the opportunity to exercise my authority? Well that's why I became a director vaise toh. But I guess this makes me more humble and after all more calm and smart and deeper understander.

So guys finally even today, I am lietting Him be. Letting Him take the dominance. Letting Him be the extra. Letting Him be what He can't have outside the play.

I am just making a man feel good. Swear he would be in depression had it not been for me.